- 5:22 PM
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- 9:23 PM
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"Table for one but she's too afraid to be alone
so the lamps became her stars
and the ceiling became her sky
to comfort her anxious mind."
- 10:11 PM
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My heart
was engraved with a permanent mark.
The imprints
of our memories carefully etched on every vein.
Wishing
every artery of my heart will carry them away.
- 4:00 PM
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She is flawed
but you see nothing but perfection
in the way that she sings out of tune,
just how her teeth was slightly overlapping,
how her hair doesn't always fall into place,
how she can't make up her mind up to the last minute,
and how her face was composed of blemishes and freckles
She is flawed
terribly flawed
but you loved her anyway.
- 2:32 AM
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The crowd was too loud. You held my hand, “let’s get out of here” you said.
I ran and took your hand. The moment was so fleeting that I didn’t notice you were tugging back.
“Why?” I asked.
You said I’m going too fast, so I stopped and decided to walk, with your hand still on my hand.
You stopped
“Why?” I asked again.
You said I’m too slow.
I decided to let go of your hand and just walk, trying to be even with your pace
We were in the field now and something caught my attention.
I laughed, the kind of laugh a 5-year old does when she was happily playing on the slides.
Your eyes met mine but what I saw in them m was something I was not prepared for.
It was disappointment.
You got disappointed because of the way I laughed?
I'm wondering, “how could a laugh from the one you love be so disappointing?”
The answe is, I don't know.
My laughter instantly changed into sadness
Why is it that everything I do wasn’t right for you? All the feelings I felt when you said “let’s get out of here”
the excitement and happiness were gone.
I thought you loved me. Well maybe that’s true. But I realized, you only love me when skies are blue.
- 1:29 PM
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I don't know which or what part of the universe is responsible
or how science can even explain
how the light travels
when happiness made its way from your eyes across my heart
Like, lights were bursting in colors I cannot explain,
how iridescent stars were carefully scattered in the depth of the night sky,
and how inevitable shooting stars were
yet they are unexpected.
- 12:42 AM
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I hope one day you will find real happiness.
I hope you can find comfort in being alone at times–not that I want you to be an introvert or something.
I hope you start appreciating the sun, the moon, the stars, and the entire depth of the sky.
Because accept the fact, one day we can only sit on our porch, not able to move because of age– either alone or with our better half– atleast in that very moment
you can say that you are glad for you found happiness in simple things within your reach.
And in that one day, you will find yourself smiling
because then you will realize how little things start to amaze you and fill in the missing pieces your soul are searching for.
- 3:52 PM
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Putting my words into post cards.
I dare myself to seek adventures after this whole school thing, maybe find a job to fund my adventure plans.
If you want these post cards to be delivered at your doorstep, you can visit my shop! :)
- 7:58 PM
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- 3:45 PM
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- 8:42 AM
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You spoke of it as if it was the easiest word ever known
As if it was nothing
You spoke of it not knowing what lies after that.
I know it was out of hand
Late night messages started to turn into late night fights and irreconcilable actions
The silence that we used to love turned into unbearable white noises
Empty spaces that we used to fill slowly turned into unknown vacancy
We were once each others home
Each others comfort zone
We could have at least tried
We could have put a stop to the endless battle lead by our ego
But that night?
I guess sorry was pulled out from the list of our options
And in that very time, good night was not the word either
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It was midnight,
the start and the end of everything.
- 9:30 AM
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This is just a town, a getaway, a perfect place for someone who wants to get completely lost and find bits of themselves they never thought they were missing
and I'm just a local, a stranger they might ask for directions, a plan b when they don't want to be lost anymore.
- realizing how subtle my existence is
- 9:04 PM
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